Remember that scene when Neo realizes that his self in the matrix doesn't look the same as his self in real life? I was thinking about it today as I realized that almost all the pictures of me around the house are about a decade old. Senior pictures, travel pictures, wedding pictures--these are the pictures in frames. The picture on Lizard's desk is from a photography class when I was 17. Is it any wonder that the image I carry around in my head is of my self at 20? It's not that I mind looking older. In fact, I think I look my true age for the first time since I was about 14 (think 13 going on 30). It just hasn't sunk in yet that's all.